got a dvd copy of if only and saw it last night. cried a bucket of tears. the thing is, the movie really saddened me, not because of the ending but because the guy had only one day where in he experienced what it is to love another... that for me was the tragic part, and not when he died. i mean all that time with his girlfriend, he learned how to love for only one day...
just recently i have learned to let go and look at the positive side of things... i think, over time, i have grown up to know when to let go without any bitterness or anger... i am able to be more accepting of things even if it didnt go my way... i guess, that's life... and a lot of times, that is the beauty of life. why i call this the beauty of life? well, its because more often than not, once we let go without any bitterness, we get to see and experience things that are far greater than what he thought we wanted... just recently i have learned to accept some things as they are... and i have learned to let go. no matter how much you want something, when its not really for you, its useless to try to make it work. i found out that this will bring you much more misery. i have let go of M without any hate or bitterness, but its a pity that he is. i guess not everyone is the same. hey, when life gives you lemons, i really think that the best thing is to make lemonade! the beauty of all this, i have learned to really love and be loved by a good man. im glad that i stayed with him... at the end of each day, i know that i have loved another and someone loves me. sounds shallow, i dont think so... how many can actually say that the relationship they share grows as each day passes and the love gets greater each day...
