there was a good line the movie hitch that says:  life is not about every breath you take, its the moments that take your breath away....  is it just the moments...  what happens when the moment is over...  i think the problem is that sometimes all we have are moments and nothing but the memories of these that we are hanging on to...

how do you start to let go... how do you start the process of goodbye if you were not yet ready to leave...  where did it all go...  where did the moments go...  was it nothing to you???  at one point in time, i thought that i met the right person... the one that could make me grow...  i had wanted to give up something important for you...  but right now i feel like it was  a dream...  the laughter shared, the daily messages we'd send each other...  the stories shared...  the wanting to hang out so that we could be together...where did it all go....  where did you go...  you may be there but YOU are not there...  this is why we cant live on moments alone because these moments give us hope and sometimes we get blinded and when reality sets in, it leaves us hurting...  so once again, how do i start the process of goodbye...